MY TRUE EMOTIONS>>I'M THROUGH

This is to whom it may concern {I'M THROUGH WITH YOU}I'm sick and tired of letting you know how I feel then always ending up being the bad guy. I pour my heart out every time and all I get in return is criticism. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO FEEL LIKE ALL YOUR WORTH IS ENTERTAINMENT? I don't know why I am such a fool to keep coming back to you. Maybe its because I fucking love you. but fuck that shit now I'M THROUGH. I need to find someone who will appreciate all the love I'm pouring into them. I work my ass off to make you feel better when your down. when you cried I cried. when you smiled I smiled,you mean the fucking world to me...and at Christmas when all I want is to spend some time with you, IT'S TOO MUCH OF A BURDEN! REALLY?!?!. you just told me that your schedule was clear suddenly, and you can't even make an effort to see me for one day. that's just bullshit. I'm sorry other men have caused you to be like this. But I don't deserve to be treated like this.....My Christmas is officially over I'm going back home in the morning...FUCK IT...My heart is officially ripped apart I hope you have a good life. MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS!!!