What I Want From A Woman

No time for explanations so lets Skipp the formalities. As a real man I'm looking for a real woman, One who is intelligent, honest, mature and willing to do for others without thought of herself. An Independent woman is a plus but at the same time she has to be level headed and willing to put her pride aside for her man. also she has to be fun, energetic and willing to step out of her comfort zone once in a while and show her immature side; when appropriate of course. is there such a female on earth? I do not know. So far every woman I have been with has been a complete let down.

I have been 100% percent honest in my past relationships, and it seems that has been a total mistake. For every female I speak to nowadays its like a screening process. there is no chance of heartache because they cannot get that close me, my wall is too tall to climb and my mountain is too rugged to hike. Slowly but surely I'm getting over my last love, but its no easy road to walk. she holds a special place in heart that is reserved for a lifetime.

Many things that were normal day by day to me are now looked upon differently. For example sex which was an easy escape to pleasure and comfort. I now see as a privilege. the connection and emotional bond between two individuals during sex, I now think should be held sacred between the two. these feelings should not be taking advantage of. for a man to penetrate a female means that at that moment they become one with each other. a flow of lustful emotions charges both bodies and starts an experience that should be memorable.

My woman should be able to try and understand these things. Now again I ask. IS THERE SUCH A WOMAN IN EXISTENCE? or is all hope lost?